im sorry for everything i did......

after that day i never sleeps well... wake up in the mid-nite just because dreaming of everything I did to u kill me slowly inside out.... i wish we were never meet.. i wish u would never feel those bad things i did to u.. and i know the last thing u want to hear from me is "sorry".. but if for a second u stop hating me.. for a second u try to figure out things, u understand why im running away,faster than i could ever imagine from u..stop hating me, let me go... move on k babe..... i know u happy now, and its make me a little relief..... but dont push me harder than u can.. u dont know me......... by now,u should know what i capable of...so, plzz.. im begging u to stop remember me... its ok if u want to pretend im death by now.... because i deserve it.......