IM MISS YOU DAMN MUCH~~.....

listening to eyes set to kill- let me in,remind me of u..... never before i love someone like u.... remembering ur smile,ur lough,ur hug,ur kiss makes me cry....even days,months have past..still u in my heart... u leave me when i need u the most...i remember the 1st time i meet u.. u just nothing except ordinary..hell,im seen girls more beautiful than u before.. so,i never pay attention at u for the 1st week u start working there.. but then something happen..somehow,i getting know u better..we become closer... then, i realize how beauty u r inside.. in times, i starting to fall for u... the closer we get the more i like u... u were special, u were my dream girl... 21th/8, u become mine... how i thanks to god.. everyday i values life more when i with u... i know u the one..i know this will be the last.. spending the days with u were never dull for me..u make me feels great.. then something stupid happen on your birthday.. im sorry for that nite, sorry for yell at u,sorry for being mad at silly things.. how silly i were to choose over eat than u..im sorry... but u still could smile to me the next day..how mature and understanding u were..how i feels shame at my self... then the boss came into pictures, and with him, everything become a mess.. yeahh thanks alot Mr.J.... u ruined us... at that time,we never have time for our relationships... and those seduction u make for me make laugh sometimes... i cant stand how i miss u..so i make an action..MC,ahh~~ (how i silly i were)... just to have sometimes for u and me to spend with... but unfortunately, we were surrounded by backstabber..and one event leads to another, Mr.J finds out.. i got fired, but whose care..its ok because i have u... its worthy for me... but guess what.. u the one who ask Mr.J to fired me...thanks a lot~~... then u want to end our relationships...damn, never see that coming..... now,im alone trying to find the one that could replace u..but guess what, i cant...im to deep in love with u...know u happy with him.... and hopefully u stay happy,while im here still heartbreaking and trying my best to forget u....