REMEMBERING U BRING ME PAIN..

never i imaging someone will remind me of u... and never i thought that someone was ur own sister....nisa mohammed, i thought i already over u,but i guess i wrong... why u still there?? in my heart... it hurts me a lot to remind u...y do i have to fall for u... sakit en biler kiter syg org tue sgt2 then org tue tgglkn kiter..just for a silly mistake.. even times pass, i still cant over u.. even da pg 213km dr ko,aku still igt kt ko... mayb psl aku x pnah bg ati aku spenuhnye kt org lain slain ko... babe,i miss u.... argh~..luv sucks kn?????

MISSING MY DEAR BABY SOOOO MUCH~

ahhh...seda x seda da 2weeks da aku stuck kt sini.... and mlm ni lak ssah btol aku nk tidow...rumate yg laen sume da lebur abis..tggl adam jewk g stady math... tggu die balik bru aku plan nk tidow..n time nga tggu tue aku pown isap r rokok...lyn feeling nye psl ttbe tringat kt mrs aish a.k.a. olivia...hurm~,miss giler kt babe aku yg sowang niee..



babe, miss u..miss u..miss u lol........... nk hug~~~~~~ (gurauan aku ngn die)..hahaha..... wat pe r die skrg en... planing cuti sem nie nk lepak genting ngn die..lame owh x g honeymun ngn die....yayunk ku shengal nk g singapore tp passport mati hahaha.... kalau la dpt jumpe skunk nk hug kuat2 xnk lepas seyh... maner x nyer..start die nk nek sem ri tu asyik bergaduh jewk.... tp biler da jauh cm ni, rindu lak....masalah2.....

aper yg aku nk cakap skrg kalau die boley dega???? mesti lah " bb love yayunk sgt2 ok"..hahaha....jiwang r siak...tp xpe kalau jiwang ngn gurl sendri..bkn nye aku mngayat saper ern.... aper aku nk pesan kt die?? mesti lah "yayunk jgn risau..bb x cri lain r kt sini..just mind ur stady k"....huhuhuhu...nyway, i need u k babe...XOXO my olivia lol...olivia shengal jgn main matahari byk sgt k...psl bb tau yayunk skew sgt maen pantai ern...hahaha...

tidow dalam bus ialah hobi ku

pelik ern tidow dlm bus jd hobi..but thats the truth... ader jewk peluang..mmg comfirm aku tidow dlm bus...nikmat die laen mcm owh....biler ko bgun, rse sega best jewk....hahaha

aku start tidow dlm bus dr form 1 lg..bler dduk asrama..then balik kg nek bus,mesti lelap lar... time uh aku stady kt KT,so nk ke JB tue ader gak r dlm sejam klau x jem... kene lak time uh naek bus cosway or maju..aircond x igt....sampai meleleh gak r air liur en...tp slalu gak aku terlepas bus-stop psl da nyenyak sgt...

then bler aku pindah skola, hobi aku nie betukar mnjadi tidow dlm klass... n hobi aku nie slalu gak r kne kacau... aku igt lg time uh form 4..nga sdap tidow, penyu(klasmate aku) kaco aku...n aku bgun trus mgamuk 1klass...almaklum r,nga sdp mmpi,ttbe de org kaco..mane x nyer...mcm gorilla gak r aku..tendang krusi meje sumer...hahaha...x bley blah igt balik...

pastu bler aku kje kt SP,tiap2 kli balik mesti aku lelap dlm bus..kdg2 smpai jusco TC bru terseda...kdg2 sampai berdengkur(xbley blah)..mner x shadan,mmbe sebus aku pening tgok aku....n skunk aku da travel jauh2..perlis,melake,perak,penang,kl, n mcm2 lg (aku x ske travel,tp byk gak aku travel tmpt org).. so,bler dlm bus..comfirm kondem...aishhh,mcm mner lar nk tukar habit aku..

My love is a bulletproof love but u the one shoot me.....

a song i hear when im sad from breaking up and stuff...... actually this song is quite sad if phm lyrics die yg quite dark...but somehow this songs seems a happy song..guitar die simple tp agak memberangsangkan psl if dga rse cm nk sway ikowt rentak jewk....story about cm ne a boy thn love die tp at the end girl tue yg break kn love diowang...yeah, my love is a bulletproof love but u the one shoot me.... anyway, listen up and enjoy k...

glasses owh glass......

its been 3years im wearing glasses...tp bru2 nie aku mule rse xselese pkai glass... npe ek???? im can feel my eyes tired wearing glasses....erm.... tp x pkai x nmpk sgt lak....cm ne nk mengusha awek if x nmpk mke ern...ahahaha... kesitu lak....

wat mase nie aku just pkai time class or time mmbace jewk... agak r boring kbyakan class aku coz many of the subject i take is theory subject..hurm~~~...da x de nk mlukis2 daaaaaaa.... tp aku still drawing if ader mase... ye r,utk hilang ngantok dlm class ern...mane x ngantok, byk lec bg lect mcm syok sendri lak aiiii.......pk2 balik risau gak aku....satu pe x masuk otak...tmbh2 ngn rse mate aku yg letih.... aku mmg rse cm nk tidow smpai kuar air lior jewk ern....

erm, aku rase mcm nk tuko frames r.. nk pkai style nerdy2 lak ern.... bru streo love...nk pkai lens mmg x r....ssh giler kowt... nyway, all that is still in planning... cm ne ek...da nek pening da owhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~

PhORtoNOgraphy

its been a while since aku menceburi bidang photography...all thanks to topek yg meracun2 aku utk blaja berkamere.....why i love to take pictures?? it is the only lies that last forever.. even kite sedey cm ne pown, kite cume perlu smiles skali jewk dlm pic, then beribu2 org tgok mke kite, diowang akn ckp kite appy lappy dappy.... and i love to lie..... so its a convenience things for me.... and pic sntiase boley edit... thats y laaa kiter nengok rmai yg chantek2 hensem2 dlm pic tp in reality....... korang yg penah rse korang yg tau.... and skrg nie aku tgah nk membeli D3000.... acab nk jual...so, hopely die sep DSLR tue utk aku........ LOVE LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY.......

im sorry for everything i did......

after that day i never sleeps well... wake up in the mid-nite just because dreaming of everything I did to u kill me slowly inside out.... i wish we were never meet.. i wish u would never feel those bad things i did to u.. and i know the last thing u want to hear from me is "sorry".. but if for a second u stop hating me.. for a second u try to figure out things, u understand why im running away,faster than i could ever imagine from u..stop hating me, let me go... move on k babe..... i know u happy now, and its make me a little relief..... but dont push me harder than u can.. u dont know me......... by now,u should know what i capable of...so, plzz.. im begging u to stop remember me... its ok if u want to pretend im death by now.... because i deserve it.......

IM MISS YOU DAMN MUCH~~.....

listening to eyes set to kill- let me in,remind me of u..... never before i love someone like u.... remembering ur smile,ur lough,ur hug,ur kiss makes me cry....even days,months have past..still u in my heart... u leave me when i need u the most...i remember the 1st time i meet u.. u just nothing except ordinary..hell,im seen girls more beautiful than u before.. so,i never pay attention at u for the 1st week u start working there.. but then something happen..somehow,i getting know u better..we become closer... then, i realize how beauty u r inside.. in times, i starting to fall for u... the closer we get the more i like u... u were special, u were my dream girl... 21th/8, u become mine... how i thanks to god.. everyday i values life more when i with u... i know u the one..i know this will be the last.. spending the days with u were never dull for me..u make me feels great.. then something stupid happen on your birthday.. im sorry for that nite, sorry for yell at u,sorry for being mad at silly things.. how silly i were to choose over eat than u..im sorry... but u still could smile to me the next day..how mature and understanding u were..how i feels shame at my self... then the boss came into pictures, and with him, everything become a mess.. yeahh thanks alot Mr.J.... u ruined us... at that time,we never have time for our relationships... and those seduction u make for me make laugh sometimes... i cant stand how i miss u..so i make an action..MC,ahh~~ (how i silly i were)... just to have sometimes for u and me to spend with... but unfortunately, we were surrounded by backstabber..and one event leads to another, Mr.J finds out.. i got fired, but whose care..its ok because i have u... its worthy for me... but guess what.. u the one who ask Mr.J to fired me...thanks a lot~~... then u want to end our relationships...damn, never see that coming..... now,im alone trying to find the one that could replace u..but guess what, i cant...im to deep in love with u...know u happy with him.... and hopefully u stay happy,while im here still heartbreaking and trying my best to forget u....