I'm getting older

i'm once a kids..
a fool who had going on a journey..
taking baby step in this cruel world..
then im grow older..
im cross the black path..
i live in sinity..
the sinity that make me crawl with the fallen..
the fallen that makes me growing even stronger..
becoming the king of my own world..
the dark world of the stupidity..
fear nothing and become un-bealiver to the reality..

then god himself send me a message..
a message the reaper bring..
the death come hugging me..
to show me the way to the door of the 7th hell..
the hell that ignites by the fallen creeps..

luckily im smarter that death..
the reaper fool by the fools once again..
licking on the shadow of the innocent..
im going to the journey..
the journey that not make me grow older..
yet make me more mature and wiser..

now looking back at the journey..
how i never had a regret on a small things
life are precious and not to wasted..
now im looking back on my experience
the experience that taught me great things..
now how i could "sigh" at the problem..
how i could step back and thinking clearly, soberly..

now im on the next journey..
the final journey...
the journey to removing "las plagas" from body..
the "las plagas" who eating me alive inside out..
now the time to stop the pains..
the pains i carry since i was the fallen..
dear god, help me..
give me strength for me to walking..
to walk this last journey..
amin~